At what age?
March 01, 2007 @ 7:18 a.m.

So far with the Charmed Ones I've noticed a pattern. At the age of 30 we all have started to re-evaluate our lives and started to make changes as far as our careers have gone. I am the last to get married, although I haven't yet, it's coming this year. One of us has divorced, which didn't really matter because she is now with this man again. So many people end up doing that don't they. Anyways, I'm now going through the "Where's the family?" but it's bad timing. I want to visit my grandmother all the time, but I have a wedding to plan for, a baby shower to plan, and perhaps my own bridal shower. Yes, my mother wants me to start looking at things to get for the "party". I thought the bride was to just show up. Just like a baby shower.... just show up. Well, I've also been having trouble breathing, and I know it has to do with my weight. Here comes the excuses... my exercise equipment is out in the garage and with the last few months (Nov-present) there's no way that I'm going to go work out in the cold. My back is starting to bother me again, and that too is due to the weight. I also look at myself and see a "plain" looking person staring back at me. I know my personality is not plain but I would like to change my style. Due to me being in the Architecture field my clothes for work are very professional, I wear suits almost every day. But to wear a suit to the grocery store is just over the top. I have t-shirts and shorts, but they are from the men's section. To find a nice women's shirt in a 3x (DD's must fit), the shirt is usually made for a preganant woman or an old lady with floral prints. To hang out at home I usually wear a pair of sweats and a t-shirt during the colder season. I want to buy new clothes, BUT I want to lose weight, which it's too cold right now. And then I have my wedding dress fitting on April 23. So if I was to start dieting now, get fitted, and stay on this diet and loose more, I don't want my dress not to fit. So much BS. I laugh at everything that I've wrote and think to myself, SP everything that you are thinking needs to be taken care of, but when are you going to stop making up excuses and do it.
At what age do you stop and really take control of your life or are we just here going with the flow?

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