DISILLUSIONED
September 13, 2007 @ 7:25 a.m.

I have no heart, I'm a cold person, I'm not happy unless I am making remarks somewhere. And yet where ever I go I'm reading remarks from her. She states I asked to be left alone. I never said that, I said to stop sending me the spam crap.
The 2 believe that I care about no one but myself and do nothing for no one. I don't come online and tell about all the things that I do for people because I shouldn't have to. I don't do things for people because I want the "WAY TO GO"s. Comments were made about HB having a heart because the gifts that were bought at Christmas. NOTHING, no where did anything get mentioned that I bought gifts too. Why didn't I comment? Because it takes away from the purpose of why I do the things I do. They attack not knowing the WHOLE story. I've paid other people bills, rent, groceries, shoes for the kids, hell I even had 2 kids living with me. And yet I'm a selfish bitch. For those of you who know me, COREY PLEASE COMMENT ON THIS ONE, I am an EXTREMELY nice person until you mess with me. One year when I was living in a 5th wheel had barely any money, I made custom Easter baskets for the family. I even bought mother rings for both my sisters and my best friend. And yet I care about no one but myself. My dispute was over comments that I did not like and the comments were made about someone who did not have access to the "FAMILY" site we HAD. Therefore this person could not comment back on them, so I did. It's been almost 2 years and it has now morphed into this HUGE mess. They don't have hard feeling for my other 2 sisters, but apparently they didn't read what was posted in the "FAMILY" site by my 2 sisters. In a nut shell HB told you guys to fuck off. She wrote something along the lines on her site, unwanted people need to move on, that U 2.
You make comments on other people sites. I've tried to keep it between just you and I in emails but you keep putting it out here on the web. You say I like to argue. You brought it up again by calling me a bitch. Remember.. oh.. here read it for yourself "I could care less if you like me. I promise I will lose no sleep over you. You are in fact the most negative person I have ever run in to. You want things your way and if you can't have it that way you make peoples lives miserable. You have fed untrue remarks to others to make yourself look good. I really feel sorry for you. You write something that isn't totally clear. I ask for conformation so I can pass on the info to mom's 1st. grandchild and get it right and you tear me a new asshole because of it. You truly are a bitch."

Now do you remember. Anyways, why do you continue to drag this out. Did I say I hated you or I don't like you. Because in order to hate you have to have loved, and I know that's never happened because I really don't know you. I know you from what I read about you, the time in Oregon, the few times you've been out here, and then from the stories by Aunt Nan and my dad. That's it. To base my opinion on that..well you know how I feel. You always talk about WE, you and Donna. Donna has been on here several times saying how she feels. Keep it simple. Say your piece and let her say hers. You dislike me and the feelings are mutual. Donna dislikes me because of the arguing between me and her mom, fair enough. But for you to make comments in the open on other people's web sites is in major bad taste. I didn't comment on their site because they are both of our friends and for you to vent to them is just wrong. I don't do it to them because it's not something they need to concern themselves with. They have their own lives they have to deal with and to bothered by this other crap is just silly. To read something, the reader is the one who puts the attitude or ignorance behind the words. I can write something very innocent and it can be taken out of content. Just like I can read something and I can take it out of content. Is that what happened with the whole "AND HOW LONG HAVE THEY BEEN DIVORCED?" comment? Maybe. But other words have now been said/written, which how can YOU ARE TRULY A BITCH be taken out of content???
You wanna continue with the little BS comments? Then direct them at the person who you are talking to and not the sneaky coward ass way that you have been doing it. She's only happy when making comments everywhere. Well here's a major comment on my site. If you visit here like you say you DON'T then I won't see a comment in reply. If you do read here, then I'll see a comment. Just like your kid, she said she doesn't read here, so if she comments then she read here. Or, she'll sit there, call me immature or even stupid, and say she won't comment. That's what I've been saying for the last month and a half. Actually before I left for my wedding. I won't comment because I'm tired of reading about the BS. Grow the fuck up, move on, and shut the hell up. You 2 were so happy when it was just the 2 of you, g-ma, and LA. Now it's the 3 of us and dad and them. Oh and that's another thing. I've been accused of going to g-ma just to see what I can get from her. If you've seen how I live then you would know that I don't NEED anything from her. What would happen if Sonny sold the cookie jar???? Isn't that something that everyone apparently "WANTS' from her??? It's fucked up to think that you guys think that I would take from an old lady. That's just dumb.

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